magic spells

I've decided that instead of being a bad blogger and having weird updates every now and then, i'm just going to have one big update at the end of senior year. And maybe another one at the end of summer. Yeah. We'll see how that goes.

dream beautiful and unusual

merry christmas ladies and gents!

You only said it to regret it

Its monday
the weekend was great and way too short
but i'm sure everyone felt like that today

I think I bombed an ap chemistry test today
But its okay, ap chemistry is for the birds

Lately i've been listening to a lot of:
ainmal collective, passionpit, phaseone remixes,
the avalanches, atmosphere, grizzly bear, common,
murs, and ratatat. Thought you'd like to know.

I also watched american beauty the other week.
Great movie, says a lot about adult life

I also am gonna miss waking up and not having
to scrape ice off my car, it means waking up 10
minutes early until like..march. damnit

they say it's lonely at the top, in whatever you do

Lately I just dont feel like myself

and unfortunately, unlike most of my friends
I find myself wishing that time would rewind
and that I could be younger instead of getting older

take 'em to space

I got two college apps turned in this weekend and then promptly began enjoying the wondrous...Halloween. But the day before I got to see all my great actor/director friends do the damn thing in the blackbox, and it was awesome.


I know I talk about high school all the time on here, which is probably annoying because only like 3 of my followers are in high school-but I think senior year is really picking up. I mean, its already november, soccers about to be over, and this graduation project doesn't seem too terribly bad. If theres anything I can do, and do well, its write 6 pages of complete bullshit. ESPECIALLY double spaced.




Anyway, halloween was the shit. Broke my phone but hey, it happens. I'm using my old one from like...3 weeks ago and i'll get an ev3 again whenever they have it in stock. Hopefully soon, i'm starting to remember why I hate T9 word so much. I mean, its literally the dumbest thing ever. Horray technology?

Cats cradle has sadly put on very few good acts this year. I dunno whats up with that usually october and november are jumping with shows but...oh well..maybe I should start checking over venues

quarryntine

So many things are ending now or will be ending very soon:

Soccer-all these years and theres probably a week left depending on states it just blows my mind that after this my competitive sports career is over anything past that is purely for me, and thats not bad, but its really different.

High school-I know we still have three quarters but i'm already starting to see the other side of things. Or at least, my view of the world isn't defaulted from high school experiences anymore. Even though its all I really know so far.

Casual friendships-These have been declining since middle school but basically I dont see anyone outside of school i'm not very close to. And its weird-once this year ends, there are people i'll never EVER see again that i've seen every day since 6th grade. Thats a good and bad thing I guess.

Adolesence- This is self explanatory. All success is my own doing. Any failures are as well. But hey, its what i've always wanted.....right?

"You go to the nearest beach and open your car door

And you walk to the place where the sea meets the land
Yeah it's easier to run the street than walk in the sand"

The most evident utensil, is none other than pencil

I took the SATs for the last time on saturday
its a good feeling, I guess.

Then I went to Shakori with a bunch of people
it was a great time. I just really enjoy having
good music and food happening in ample amounts

School sucked though, of course. Well, spanish did.
But thats usual business.


I think i've been blogging at the wrong times. I always
feel like I have a lot to say but I typically end up
blogging and only giving myself like 10 minutes to do it.
Sort of like right now. Oh well.
I just wanna get into college